....The Awakening....

Today...18th of March 2011...

Untill now..الحمد لله...

I am still alive...breathing the free air..walking...talking..jumping...typing..smiling..& I am capable of doing many more...everything that is normally people would do...

One day when i woke up...i suddenly thought of...what would i do when suddenly Allah took back every gifts that He provided me with...where would i be..?

IF & ONLY IF...one day u wake up...you are not able to see...to listen..or to smell..to talk or walk or even to smile..the thing that we thaught it is just simple...& easy b4..would be hard for you now..only then..what would you do..? how would you feel..?

Nau'zubillah.....but I am trying to aprreciate everything that God has given me..(Muhasabah..)

If I were not able to talk...to walk..not able to smile...or holding hand..not able to see & listen..not able to do everything that I am capable of doing right now..If i were to lose it all...Who will stay with me..? who will stay by me..? who will be there for me..? or everyone that i had b4 will abandoned me & leave me behind..? I were to imagine...if one day i could not even hold my bladder..I couldn't GIVE anymore..i could just take from everyone around me...will they still stay by me...beside me..?

If I were to be in that situation or anyone in this planet too..they didn't mean to burden anyone...

Life must still go on....with or without anyone....

Just be grateful of anything you have or don't have...Everything happened for a reason..a good one..

But one thing for sure...nobody would ever want to be in that "shoes"...or even to try it on..

Only then we know how the world works...How life can be tough & challenging....

Just accept & redho..without arguing and requesting something beyond our capabilities....

Allah knows better....=))